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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

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Good Girl Gone Bad: Reloaded
By Rihanna
DISTURBIA
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rawr.

OKAY people i know im totally out of line here, blogging when exams are over. but honestly, im so freaking bored i might jump down just for fun. and dont think i dont know some (or more) of you are secretly (or not) wishing for that to happen, but JUST FOR THE FUN, i will not. okay im not making sense here. I KNOW. whatever. im blogging cos i have nothing better to do. and i got this quiz shit from friendster (the person who did it was the small ruth, ruth goh) haha. okay here goes. oh boy, be prepared for extreme sarcasm.

Does your password have to do with a boy?
no, unless im a guy, and i know a few of you think so. this question is subjective.
What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
not irritate me. HAHA kidding. or maybe not? lol, the truth? the answer is simple - tolerate my nonsense and be nice to me. simple as it is, i dont think anyone has ever succeded, so good luck to those guys.
Are you a girly girl?
sorry, i cant answer that question. not while im busy guffawing.
Small or big purses?
what makes you think i carry freaking PURSES?
Do you stay friends with your ex's?
how'd i know. never had one. ex i meant, NOT FRIEND.
Did you dress up on Halloween?
i dont celebrate it, thanks for asking.
Do you call anybody by their last name?
yeah. sometimes i call maxine "lam" and chitra "sharma" and meiyan "loong(with the y)", like "loongy"
and the obvious, teachers?
How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?
let me repeat myself, okay? i said up there that IM NOT A GUY, damn you. so how would i know what guys think? wait, im sorry, i think i made an assumption there, im not very sure guys even THINK. or know what a computer is. let alone read.
Do you wear makeup?
im allergic to that.
Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
can you read? because you obviously didnt see the previous question, which makes me wonder how you were able to read this one.
Have you ever cooked food for a guy?
uh, my bro? yeah. assuming he's a guy.
Have you ever been called a bad influence?
i think so. people just cannot wait to break my poor, unguarded heart. boo-hoo. 
Have you ever broken a guy's heart?
heh. what makes you so sure guys have hearts? answer my question, THEN i'll answer yours.
American Eagle or Hollister?
i dont really care about brand, yknow.
Flats or Heels?
flats. easier to run with : D you never know when you're gonna get robbed, right.
Skirts or jeans?
up until recently, jeans. but its pretty hot around here, so now i dont really have favourites. i dress according to weather.
Socks or leggings?
neither, i think. they're not really comparable on that plane.
Heels or sneakers?
sneakers, but its stuffy. actually my fav is really, flipflops : D feel free to buy them for me. preferably havaianas =)
Straight or curly hair?
straight. my hair is slightly curly, and i hate it.
Hoops or dangling earrings?
uh. dangling.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
sob sob, let me get tissue while i reminisce my past relationships. wait, i didnt have ANY, dumbass. guess what my answer is.
Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
anything, as long as it complements him.
Do you have a best friend?
yeah. tons, actually.
What do you think about the person you like?
dude, you're jumping the gun. what makes you think i like someone NOW? actually, i dont know either. your guess is as good as mine.
Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
yeah. after YOU get one.
Do you like your life?
i guess... are you interrogating me? huh? HUH!?
Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
yeah. got a problem with that.
Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
many times. it was fun, if you ask me.
Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
uhhhhhh. cant remember. maybe shengrui? its his fault for being so damn annoying.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeah, when i was younger. from the time i was 10 till now, i think i've only cried like, less than 10 times.
Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yeah. in both a good way and bad way. good way, like, i liked the person. bad way, i wanted to kill the person. your pick.
Do you ever wish you were famous?
sometimes. just so that i would get tons of money : D and maybe use the money to kill some people, nah just kidding : D (or not)
IN A BOY: do i really have to choose? all the boys in the world are just so lovable, i love every one of them.
(excuse me while i puke my guts out)
Cowboy or gangster?
both. NO FREAKING WAY. none, but if i had no other choice, cowboy.
Preppy or Punk/Goth?
eh depends on the severity. preppy, if that makes him cute, BUT punk if it makes him cool, but not disgustingly annoying. goth is so out.
Well educated or Dropout?
WELL EDUCATED. duh. anything less, i might shoot myself.
Contacts or Glasses?
honestly, i dont care. it is unimportant.
Good cook or take you out a lot?
good cook would be nice, but there's no condemnation in the eyes of God. HAHAHA. no seriously, i dont mind if he cant cook. cos neither can i, only a little bit i guess.
Funny or Serious?
FUNNY. duh! i would die with serious. but then again, i think my humour might be enough for 2. but i want someone that can make me laugh. ALOT.
Romantic or Daredevil?
heh. both! im so greedy, i know.
Cute or Hot?
oh man. that's the toughest. how bout both! : D like, hot around everyone else, but cute just with me : D
Long or short hair?
short. no contest.
Smoker or nonsmoker?
NONSMOKER, STUPID. if you smoke, have fun in hell : D
 
and there you have it, see i warned you about the sarcasm issue : D ooh did i have fun!
and people, i know you all behave like you were annoyed by my answers, but i KNOW deep down you actually enjoyed th sarcasm. so save the acting.
oh what a martyr i am. sacrificing my time for the greater good, to entertain people. i know, i know.
damnit, GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO OKAY. or else i'll just fill your brain with more crap.


Saturday, September 27, 2008

Currently Listening
The Boy with No Name
By Travis
Closer <3
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2 papers to freedom

5 down. 2 more to go. and im throwing away all my knowledge! whoo. and my birthday is 6 days after the end of exams. hint hint.

rawr. actually i didnt feel like blogging, but russ told me he subscribed so i must blog more for his entertainment =.= haha. but nvm im honoured, really. and thanks to him, i just realised that fernando torres is hot! : D (lol yes im slow, sorry.)

ooh i just finished watching virgin snow, a korean&jap movie (go wiki it or smth, then you'll understand why) LEEJOONKI MY LOVE! : D and the female lead is quite pretty too, miyazaki aoi. and next up, is stairway to heaven. LOL OMG. i think 99% of that show is about crying? i watched 20 mins of one episode ytd, and out of the 20 mins, there was someone crying at any point in time. omg. and my mum, who was eating dinner, said that whenever she looked at the tv, she could see someone crying. and that is so true. HAHAHA but i think the way they cry is hilarious. so im just gonna watch it to see people cry. yes, that's right, im a sadist. so sue me. MAXINE LAMMMMMM. ask your aunty to return it to you la. i'd probably watch in one day, so i'll return you the next. please?

gee, i think i watched more korean and jap dramas & movies during this week than usual times. but then again, i need to destress, yknow? not that i have any stress (understatement of the year. the exam mood hasn't even kicked into my system yet, i feel too relaxed. not good.) but then again, its a convenient excuse for my actions : D

today, i went to island creamery with maxine (to study bio, zzz) i lead a sucky life. sigh. people, do me a favour. if i ever ever ever decide to take bio next year as my subject combi, PLEASE SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD. I REPEAT, SHOOT ME. thank you in advance. i swear, bio sucks. both metaphorically and literally. it sucks the life out of me and it sucks as a subject.

and then i went to church. i was pretty tired, and i felt quite guilty that i wasn't paying full attention. im sorry, God.

my brother sucks. he's sleeping on my bed now and complaining about how hard my bed is. and i just told him about another friend (jackie) who sleeps on a tatami.

so back to my point, im psyched about the end of exams. stupid j1s, ended so damn early la.

sigh. im running out of rubbish to talk about. i think im losing my touch with crappp. OH NO, THE HORROR. how would i survive without crap? stay tuned to find out.....to be continued.

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away


Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Currently Listening
New release 2008
By David Archuleta
CRUSH! <3
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koizora, thank you for being filmed

yo earthlings! ruth is back on track. you know people, when i awake from my blogging hybernation, it only means one thing: its exam season.

well the explanation's simple: when its th night before exam, i dont study because i like to destress myself (okay that's a crappy excuse, mainly cause i dont even feel stress. but you know, normal humans do so its okay if i mix in the crowd.) yes, the underlying implication is that im not a normal human. beware of me. HAHA KIDDING!

oh man exams make me so high. no i was kidding. actually im high because i just rewatched koizora! WHOOHOO. its a super wonderful, sweet and beautiful love story. GO WATCH IT NOW. with recommendations from me, its obviously a good movie. haha.

hmm. i haven't studied for about 4 plus hours already. i think im doing a great job "destressing" myself. shit, i think i will die tmr. im not even the slightest bit prepared for physics. bring it on man.

ooh i just watched a video "the longest duration to maintain a human flag" and the world record is 39s! whee. my bro showed it to me. speaking of all this fitness shit, russ was annoying me with his talk about abs and 6 and 8 pec and whatever rubbish.

OH YEAH i just remembered! today i was studying with mel in the library and she was telling me that she started picking up my pet phrases like "...shit" and "whatever rubbish thing" HAHA. that goes to show how influential i am.

okay i think i shall start studying for tmr's paper cos i really wanna slp by 10. whoohoo 35 mins. im sure i can do it.

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE. or person. or no-one. cos im sure no one reads my blog after stagnation for 5 months. oh shengrui promised to read it. OKAY ALL THE BEST SHENGRUI. if you dont read this, all the worst you can manage, buddy.

countdown to freedom: 7 days

countdown to my birthday: 13 days

ps. GO WATCH KOIZORA! <333

pps. LISTEN TO CRUSH (david archuleta) love the lyrics man. and LUCKY (jason mraz & colbie caillat) its not new but i fell in love with the song all over again. so did mel. like i said, influential is my middle name : D kidding.


Saturday, April 05, 2008

Currently Listening
Jordin Sparks
By Jordin Sparks
No Air (ft Chris Brown)
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OKAY today i shall do something different. instead of blogging according to what happened today, i shall blog according to my emotions today. cause i had many moodswings lol. NOT PMS.

moodswing day: bored-high-satisfied-hungry-hyper-lame-happy-sian-confused-sleepy-hyper and psycho-bored-pissed-sleepy-high

bored - when i reached school. i was damn damn damn sian.

high - when we were walking back to class and i was crapping with everyone. haha little things like these make me high. yeah then i dunno why i was damn high when i went back to class haha!

satisfied - omg i understood physics for the first time! okay maybe the seating arrangement change was really a good thing, cos now i dont really talk that much (no more amanda and lauren =/) but still, 05 feels more bonded now! : D yeah and i think its because of the change in seating arrangement! okay and yijing makes me damn stressed to do work, cos she does her work like, 1 sec after he gave us the tutorial qn to do??? omg i got damn scared of her. LOL PRESSUREEEEE.

hungry - omg yeah i didnt eat breakfast cos i woke up kinda late (like at 6.40) then i was complaining to amanda. haha.but we only had 10 mins break left, so no time to go down to the canteen. damn, had to tolerate the stupid hydrochloric acid digesting the walls of my stomach. grrrrr. oh i stole joshua's mini kueh boloh DAMN NICE! hahaha but he didnt let me eat much cos he wanted to save it for boring la lesson. so yeah i had to stay hungry until chinese ended!

hyper - ooh free period was damn fun! at first i had consultation with mr khoo, but it only lasted 5 mins cos after that i knew how to do the assignment qns alr : D yay. then 05 sat together as a class (= and we were talking nonsense. yay and we started singing! haha omg i really really think our class is damn bonded now la! : D wheee.  and now im closer to josh! then after that it was GS! yay mr han was in a good mood so he let us continue watching "i not stupid 2" (xiao hai bu ben 2) LOL then jack neo damn funny! "waiter, can i have a piece of lame chop" (supposed to be lamb chop) then "please move this lame away" (move this lamp) LOL damn dumb! omg i started laughing like mad

lame - okay while watching the movie i became damn lame. i was laughing at totally random stuff during the movie, then 05 was laughing at me laughing at the movie. or so joshua said.hahaha. but i dont care, at least i had fun right : D

happy - then we had our lunch and since we didnt have much to do cos we already ate during free period. but we went down anyway lol. AND SHERRYN AND XINYI DAMN PERVERTED. im NOT gonna repeat what they said! >: ( haha then after that we went up to class and started having "mass singing session" like, amanda took the guitar from choir store, then started playing weird random songs. oh i sang bubbly : D and kiss me! : D OH STUPID JOKE. amanda wanted to ask wang han to play "kiss me" on the guitar, but what she said was, while passing the guitar to wanghan, "wanghan, kiss me." THEN ALL OF US STARTED LAUGHING.hahahah esp me! cos it sounded so damn wrong!

sian - laaaaa. zzz damn boring. some stupid character analysis thing. me and marilyn were like falling asleep, so i had to eat to stay awake.haha! but overall it was quite okay la. okay i know i've already mentioned this twice in this post alone, but i really think our class seating arrangement rocks! lol. and now since im at the back of the class, i can see everyone and talk (since i talk damn loud. PROJECTION : D ) haha.

confused - okay halfway through mi lecture i got abit confused so i couldn't be bothered to understand, i just copied everything on the slides. lol. so typical of me. my brain not working so i let my hand do the work.HEH. but i copy pretty fast without my hand getting tired so it's not that bad la. (how do you think i managed to write 12 pages of crap for IH exam last year?)

sleepy - oh man i felt so bad for mr leow but i was so damn tired i really really couldn't keep awake. i was drifting in and out of sleep during math lecture! sigh. but not my fault! cos i didnt do the e lecture yesterday so i didnt understand what he was talking about so it couldn't possibly sustain my interest and thus i fell asleep. (okay fine so it WAS my fault. for not doing the e lecture.heh. BUT I FORGOTTTT!) okay contact period,still sleepy. THANK GOD ms yang decided to let us off early! omggg.

hyper and psycho - OKAY this is damn weird but i think all of us have experienced this before. first you're sleepy, then immediately after lessons have ended, you feel damn energized! hahaha. yeah so i went hyperrrr. and then we had 1 hour in between before the stupid chinese music shittttt, so we went estivo (amanda, josh, lauren, sher, ms yang and i)! yeah! and we dragged yang laoshi too! whoooooohooo. hahaha and we were teasing josh about going to the wrong toilet! (he went guys but we told him he's a girl so he went wrong toilet! : D yes, i started it.) omg then on the way there i was damn damn high la! i was saying that mas selamat was actually my teacher mentor cos i was gonna enter the competition "Singapore's next top terrorist" (lol america's next top model HAHA) yeah and basically crapping all the way. and said that i knew where he was hiding - in one of the hillcrest houses under construction!HAHA! omg then after ordering (i shared waffle and vanilla choc crunch with josh) me and sher went to the pet shop next door.OMG THE GOLDIE DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN CUTE! OMGOMGOMG <333333 ahhh i wanted to kidnap it! lol. so sad i couldn't. sighhhh. okay now you know what it means when i go psycho.heh. not that you didnt know it before, lol (: OH YEAH! sherryn pointed out to us a tree that has the words carved onto it "f**k nj" HAHA OMG DAMN FUNNY! lol. the person must really hate nj alot, wasting his/her time to do that? lol.so amusing.

bored - aiyah the highness was shortlived. we had to go back to school eventually, for the stupid chinese shit (as i call it) OMG NOT FAIR AMANDA WAS EXCUSEDDDD! DAMNIT! FOR CHOIR! rawr. stupid stupid stupid! oh gosh. it was damn boring la! and the lt was damn hottttt. zzz so crowded! cos it was compulsory for the ip1s and ip2s! AND I DUNNO WHY there were weirdos from jc who wanted to attend? hello it's damn dumb la, if i had to choice i'd run far far away from this kinda lame shit! THAT'S IN CHINESE?!??! i dislike chinese songs.no,  i hate loathe abhor chinese songs! i listen to, less than 10 of them that i think are nice enough to pass my standard. lol. so it sucked for me. so in the end i was doing math

pissed- okay all of a sudden, stupid weirdos started singing, and NOT ONLY THAT, THEY WERE BLASTING THE MIKE.omg my ears were hurting! i got damn pissed la. at least give me some peace to do my math? wth. i was so damn annoyed, i didnt care if i got scolded by any teacher, so i just plugged in my earphones and listened to my ipod music. thank god for english music, that's all i can say. i was blasting my music so that i didnt have to hear a single thing they sang. YAY. thank god for earthumps. then it finally ended at 6.38 (i swear i was watching the clock) AND i was so damn happy!

sleepy - after i walked out of the lt i was wandering around, waiting for MAXINE LAM! to finish her stupid ls presentation. rawr. i waited for more than 30 mins? omg then i got damn tired la. in fact i was about to go home and sleep alr, then she FINALLY FINALLY finished! zzz and thus, we went to curry wok! yay.

high- yup! the food damn good! hahaha.and we were talking about random stuff. we ate for like, 1 hour??? cos we were talking alot of nonsense! yay. i love talking. wheee. it makes me happy! as usual. haha OMG then we forgot we haven't paid, so we were walking out, then the uncle said "eh you haven't paid yet" OMG damn damn paiseh! haha it wasn't on purpose, really! we were so deep in conversation! i wasn't thinking about anything else except the conversation topic itself! lol. so yeah we paid and went to the busstop. OMG i missed my stupid bus! rawr damn pissed! sigh. so i took 74 and i met brindha! who was damn tired (too) cos she just ended indian dance. haha. then i had to change bus. siannnn.

and i finally got home. and did nothing except talk to people online and then blog later! hahaha i was talking to joshua, my loyal subject who isn't that loyal anymore, i found out. HE WANTED TO RESIGN! just cos i was bathing and i didnt send him songs =.= such a trivial matter, making a mountain out of a molehill! >: ( haha but it was quite funny. lol.

reminder to self: tennis tmr morning! : D yay and then meeting wenjia to study. then church. then cell. then cell dinner. oh gosh. im gonna be out the whole day.
reminder to self: meeting at maxine's house sunday 1pm for econs.URGHHHH.

MY ENTIRE WEEKEND IS TAKEN UP! OMGGGG.im gonna die! and i still have to mug geog (everything from the start of the year cos i haven't paid any attention) and econs! rawr. screwed is spelt as s-c-h-o-o-l.


Thursday, April 03, 2008

omg i just blogged 1.5 hours ago and im blogging again. why? because i have nothing better to do, and being the procrastinator that i am, i don't feel like doing my homework. heh.
anw i just remember what i wanted to say.
i stopped liking ............ already : D yeah i wanna thank god, and these people who, in some way or another, listened to my ramblings, complaints, and emo shizz:
jackie, wenjia, amanda, chitra, meiyan, marilyn, mel, max, shengrui, and whoever helped me get over. HAHA EDIT: JOSHUA TOO! : D
oh and i quote kat, cos i feel exactly the same way
"If you love someone, let them go.
If they return to you, it was meant to be.
If they don’t, their love was never yours to begin with"

yeah no wonder i've been so happy these few days!cos i've learnt to let go! : D
omg and i think i might like someone else now. but i'm not even sure. zzz. this is called raging hormones =X
HAHAHA.omg im mad! : D wheee.

OH AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG NOW.i play it like at least 10 times a day! : D

Nickelback - Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go



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